Looking Around 308v53
You said without the right
words this useless thing
death is not to be
considered.
Still, for a time anything
helps — sunlight on grass, hard stones.
Loveliness has something to do
with it, and being scared.
Yesterday down by the tennis
courts:
small ball pushed to and fro,
till some blunder
make it trickle away, lie still
in a corner —
ball that is clear,
mathematical, unusually true.
I don't get things straight...
If my mind were a gun its
moving target
would look much like a gun,
pointing at me.
(We teachers say such things in
school.)
This
morning found myself watching a blackbird,
busy in
our muddy garden after rain.
Jumped
down from a wet shiny crooked branch —
springy legs, cocked its eye
from side to side.
oOo
All The Time 337v22
We no longer see that man that crazed old
misfit
wander up our house-proud street.
Camped all winter on the subway's iron
grates,
trusts in body-heat, a paper cup for
coins.
Stutters to himself some repeated
sorrows.
A mutt on a knotted string, always with him,
bored.
Filled with his stuff, a borrowed
market-cart.
Perhaps he planned to ignore these cold nights
just to get his normal
sleep.
I've often passed him there.
The system doesn't work for
him.
Seems our all-too-human pity —
arms spread wider than savvy caritas
or bandaged justice will — likewise lets down
a guy in woman's caftan, broken
shoes.
I tell you I saw another one, in antique Rome,
under the plane-trees on crowded via Formio,
unlikely squalls of rain in June throwing down
whole bunches of young leaves on darkened
stones.
I remember still.
Wouldn't it be the same long ago?
I've read that hard on ninety, Sistine done
with,
far from his giant boy-David — infirm,
appalled,
sank down on those steps by the tourists'
burbling fountains,
in deaf tears for all the friends he used to
know.
oOo
Niceties 316v18
Utamaro,
ink-brush in hand and lost to the world,
eyeballs
from zero his thirtyish woman,
enticed onto
supple mulberry paper.
(So many
years on a kitchen wall,
grazed by
smoke and sun each day.)
She's good
for politeness and well-kept skin.
18th.
century decent, ready-made creature
for
customers at the drop of a hat.
Sly dog — my
artist takes ochre for the walls,
olive for
the clean bare floor-boards,
and parting
the silks on lonely thighs,
feints his
nicety, suave in violet, black squiggles.
Her well-fed
gentleman now, plumply lunging,
in a flurry
of robes, (indigo, persimmon) —
his huge
pleasure stands beside her, waiting.
Then
gripping her he says to me sideways:
"What I'm
doing here's just for now,
I'll forget
this all in good time"....
Seems we
take his part in this, her's too.
What they're
up to's more than droll —
persons
eluding double entendres in a tidy
room.
Nearby a
small perfect kettle steams,
ready for
their refreshment and the day.
oOo
At The Met. 327v21
This painter thrives on his own
pressure.
Glares at all and sundry,
avid of what's really here.
Lets us look over his
shoulder
where all walk in — a public
space
for what's private like sex and
fear.
This one: a woman, eyelids
curve in sleep.
Young lovely roundnesses,
complete.
She's happy to be separate and
alone.
He's taken in all sides of
her,
spreads them in full view —
can't look enough to sate his
will to know.
Paints her onto grass green and
crude ―
white blatant daisies, too
big,
expletives of earth that will
not wait.
She's gone absent from her body
that was born to
continue.
Asleep, she dreams strangely to
be herself....
Back home, on my
work-table:
tulips I bought today cram a
jug, living red.
Driven by water, lush tubes
spread,
expressed by sexual
flood.
oOo
Not Still Life 314v19
Drawn out of a stiff hog
brush
it gets to you, his invention.
Flat on the ground his gored
horse croaks,
great yellow horse-teeth
bared.
Stuck in its
paint!
Grey paint white paint black
—
paint of blood and crud
stirred.
A painter put it
there.
Wide-eyed Picasso's fixed
stare!
Fact and fiction that crash
head-on.
He says I must, bystander,
be part of this
disaster.
Another: on her brash couch
this blonde broad.
Stretched out, she's
pink-on-lime-stripes —
starkers, and she out-stares your artful lust.
Unabashed....
A bare light-bulb swings like a
testicle
over her bare
face.
She too, thick
pigments.
Even harsh shadows here are
garish.
Inextricable! You know this
glue,
act and idea, in everyone's
wrangle.
What mind's grip on the true
will deter
what necessity has
stashed?
Still, relief gets in sideways.
You notice how passing
amusements
can make the best of things
—
that, and a tendency to forget.
oOo
End
- Gerald Solomon 2011
Gerald Solomon was born
in London and studied English Literature at Cambridge University. After a short
spell as sales assistant at a bookshop in London's Charing Cross Road he worked
as a producer at the BBC. Subsequently
becoming engaged in education, he helped found General Studies courses at
Hornsey College of Art, and this led eventually to an enjoyable period teaching
poetry courses at Middlesex University. He retired early in order to paint and
write. His poems have appeared in numerous magazines in the USA and UK as he
prepares his first collection. He is married, with four children, and lives in
Manhattan.
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