Anti Canto
1.
What is to be done
for the homeless mentally ill in our nation?
My opening thought
is the Loaves and Fishes Saturday lunch
served by my family parish
when I was in high school.
My father and I went to help on weekends for about a year.
My work was mostly cutting vegetables,
and I was unselfconscious talking with the men we fed—
I brought one whom I had befriended
a pack of cigarettes.
There was one man in the kitchen with a nervous disorder
whose hand flapped uncontrolled at his side.
He looked at me with ingenuous eyes,
a wounded smile,—
nobody came with him or left with him;
that was thirty years ago—
but if I need a symbol of my conscience
with respect to this question,
I look back at him lovingly
until he breaks off the gaze.
2.
It’s a complex problem.
I don’t think we will solve it wholly by housing
one suffering person at a time.
But it might help
to decide we know other ways
the problem will not be solved—
like appealing to bootstraps and hard work,
individual will and enterprise—
pound a stake back in the heart of
that stalking vampire capitalism
who denies there are problems
he cannot solve.
3.
What makes a home?
I think of the runner stealing down the third base line
out of the frame
in a clip of a college baseball game
I saw yesterday on my phone—
the pitcher is set, staring gravely and tensely at the ground,
preparing his mind to pitch,
and suddenly the catcher leaps up, urging him to throw home
but by the time the runner slides in headfirst
and wins the game
the pitcher still has not begun to throw the ball.
And the camera follows the celebration of the whole team
jumping and surrounding the runner,
some of them right in the center of the group
and a few on the periphery,
bouncing gamely,
back up the third base line,
and that’s where the story ends,
in medias res,
like every other story.
- © Brian Glaser 2022
Brian Glaser is the author of four books of poems and many essays on poetry and poetics. He teaches art and history at Chapman University in Orange, California.
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