DFW The Night Before The Morning He Hangs Himself
Finishing his prandial
grub,
Wallace lays recumbent
on his saffron divan.
A minutia fly gives a sort of
like
meddling look,
like “what are You planning in
that sinuous head,
Wallace ol’ boy?”
He stares at the curlicues
bifurcating on the ceiling,
merging and convolving and
abdicating.
Him thinking,
that’s how my life’s
been.
And then thinking like that
last thought was a tad bromidic, no?
A Big Red tonic, empty,
standing on his magenta lacquered bureau
reverberates the sharp sun rays
that break through
the off-white venetian
blinds.
Wallace, supine for like two
hours by this time,
ruminates on infamous
penultimate and ultimate
Last Words.
“See you tomorrow,” and
then
“I love you.”
Some African parrot the night
before the morning the grief-spasmed owner found it
supine on its back.
The fly’s landed in the jamb of
the
open-just-enough-for-a-bit-of-oxygen
window.
it dances a sort of Greek
dance,
a sort of Kalamatiano,
Wallace figures.
He recalls the Ambrose story,
with the Confederate.
The soda bottle’s not
reflecting the rays anymore, and the fly
has eloped and Wallace
is alone.
A skullcap is what he would
don,
if he had to choose what his
personal hat would be,
and not because it matches his
quiddity or anything like that,
just that it feels
right.
- Aleksandr Smechov 2012
Frederick the First was a rock
I found him
one grey day
While
climbing the Vilnius pines;
From a
gaunt bough I spotted him,
Lying
there, insolent and haughty, like
He owned
the damn meadow.
I Don’t
Think So, I though, and
Took him
home,
Washed
him,
Even gave
him a nice spot by the window.
I figured
he’d be lonely there, so sometimes
I took him
with me.
We rolled
down mountains,
Climbed
mammoth trees,
Braved mud
pits with our bare feet.
One day I
threw him off a hill, and
When I
rolled down he wasn’t there. Grandma and I
Searched
for hours.
We looked
every day,
but
Frederick I was lost.
How easy it
is to kill a king
When he’s
not in his palace.
Fredrick II
was a giant cockroach.
He lived
under the bathroom’s washing machine,
In his
moist castle.
I tried to
assassinate him many times,
But I
always failed;
He was too
fast, too lean, too small to get caught.
One day my
mom screamed.
Fredrick II
was in the bathtub.
I turned on
the steaming water
And he
washed down
His watery
tomb.
How easy it
is to kill a king
When he’s
not in his palace.
- Aleksandr Smechov 2012
Aleksandr was born in Belarus, moved to Lithuania for a year and then immigrated
to the United States. He has lived in the Bronx ever since,
going back to Lithuania several times. He attends Baruch College where he majors in
journalism. He plans to become an investigative
journalist, but what he truly wants to do is write fiction. His favorite author
(for now) is David Foster Wallace. He is also a Borges junkie. Taking a class with
poet Laurie Sheck was what really improved and galvanized his poetry. He is 20 years old.