Windows
This room has no windows
No above no below
A single bulb dangles lazily
Casing shadows on your face
As it meets my eye
But all I want is a window
To let in the sky
This room has only the tick of a clock
Hung upon the wall
There are no syllables uttered
To break its constant dull
But I want a window
So I may feel the breeze
This room has a chair
In which neither of us sit
To offer it to the other
A small but honest gift
But I just want a window
To see the passers by
Your voice, it has a stutter
As you slowly walk near
Though you always speak so clearly
These words, I cannot hear
But I just want a window
So it may be opened to the sounds
And with noise of city cars
May drown this quiet around
Your hand it has a tremble
And does not reach for mine
It looks for something safe to touch
Then fiddles with the time
But I only want a window
So I may breathe the air
This room now has a silence
With the clock now in your hands
And this lonely silence
To the walls expands
Oh how I want a window
So I may hear the sounds
This room has no chair now
As you sink into it slow
My weary feet are aching
But dont know where to go
I wish for a window
So I may sit upon the roll
In a moment of rest
Could my feet finally be still
This room has a door
That’s been opened but a foot
But light seeps through it
So I go and take a look
I do not need a window
To see the world outside
For with this opened door
The room now comes to light
This room has a boy
Who sits upon a chair
When I look back at him
He will not return my stare
He does not want a window
I did not know before
That he does not want to see
The outer world's allure
This room has an emptiness
As he does not answer my calls
My voice floats around the room
With naught to catch it when it falls
But I do need a window
In all the rooms I see
I do need a window so that I may be free
That room has a boy
And he is all alone
For I am forced to leave him
I know I must go
He will have no window
And therein lies the shock
For I have known him for many years
But he is not the boy I thought
So I shut the door behind me to leave him in the dark
One lightbulb to guide him
It nearly breaks my heart
But I must have a window
For the world I want to see
And if he will have no window
Does he not wish to be free?
- © Darcy Mueller 2022
Darcy Mueller is a second year student at Tufts University studying History and Italian who greatly enjoys writing in her free time. She is originally from Jackson Wyoming where she lives with her parents, two brothers, and sister.