CINEMATIC
O you silly little, just a boy, she can pick you
up and move you across the floor -- there's a mark
there, did you hit it when he pretended to hit you,
like someone once did not pretend to hit her?
You act like you are clever, but she is the one
who solved that puzzle. You act like you love,
but her heart is bound with twine. You act this way,
that way, because you are an actor. She is not. She
lives.
She speaks on telephones. She hits glass and it breaks.
She writes. She beats metaphors like corpses until they
no longer breathe, and her poems end like suicides.
- Christine Brandel 2014
WE ARE ALL BIG BOYS NOW
On Monkey Island, the mothers groom their young. When
grown,
monkeys tend to each other: they clean and scratch and
stroke
to maintain good hygiene and to form a bond. Social
grooming
releases a chemical that relaxes the monkeys. It's
scientific,
you can look it up if you don't believe me.
It
is not her job to keep you clean. It is not her job to pick
the
dirt and scales you let cover you. It is not her job
to
keep you protected from parasites and regret.
When grown, monkeys tend to each other.
We
are all big boys now.
- Christine Brandel 2014
Christine Brandel is a
British-American writer and photographer. In 2013, she published her first
collection, Tell This To Girls: The Panic Annie Poems, which the
IndieReader described as a "well-crafted, heartbreakingly vivid set of
poems, well worth a read by anyone whose heart can bear it." To balance
that, she also writes a column on comedy for PopMatters and rants and raves
through her character Agatha Whitt-Wellington (Miss) at Everyone Needs An
Algonquin. More of her work can be found at clbwrites.com.